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_Welcome_ Hey there, I'm just me. “我在朦胧中，眼前展开一片海边碧绿的沙地来， 上面深蓝的天空中挂着一轮金黄的圆月。 我想∶希望是本无所谓有，无所谓无的。 这正如地上的路；其实地上本没有路， 走的人多了，也变成了路。” 鲁迅《故乡》
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me, myself & i
喜欢有四季的地方- no more school - - working at cuttingedge - (a post production company) - moving on to a new journey - there's a saying
harmony makes small things grow,lack of it makes great things decay About this blog
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也许我还没有准备好
一直很想把和你们的那段记忆 完完整整地记录下来 该放下的我似乎已经。。。 但一直没有那个勇气 再一次打开翻阅 我们一起拍的照片 不是因为憎恨任何人 还是生气 或是害怕 至少这些不会让我 无法面对自己 面对其他人 只是我内心 已经快没有感觉了 the earth is always rotating
i would say everything is moving on.am i moving on, am i keeping up with the upcoming stuff or am i still way far back and catching up? trying to improves myself yet dont really have the heart to do it. something is missing, short circuit in my brain. too many wires, i supposed. recently, studying the avid media composer manual. practice audio mixing. learn photoshop, make your eyes big, chin slim, nose sharp... finding friends to go dinner with every night. considering if i should quit drinking, my health is... when am i going to get a driving license. and i cant afford a car. holidays... deadly looking forward to, hope it comes true. i wanna go tibet, nepal, hongkong. trying to read more books. what's next... getting a new cellphone. do i actually need that??? still catching up with my friends. roomie when are you free? i need some time that belongs to myself. throw everything out of my mind. i dont know if you consider this as lost or its just clearing out my thoughts. is there a short cut for me, sometimes i am really tired. why are people always getting their way out easy, and i am not. its not the time. next life. i would never want it again. i am trying, just to get a simple life that truly belong to me. i admit i am afraid to die, i would miss the one i really loved. but if i had a second chance to live, i would choose... not to have it. and the earth continue to rotate. those were the days...
i miss the room 106the high ceiling my own bathroom using the bathroom door's reflection as our mirror the super single bed by the window my personal studying cum snack desk the 21 inch television even though i don't often switch it on the table lamp that is only for show hate laundry its really time consuming scrubbing the toilet i never help my mum scrub the house toilet miss the balcony even though its always dirty i tried cleaning i miss not staying with my family i miss the feeling being alone yet not lonely and bored i miss the school life without the need to worry for money and dont need to work during weekend i miss the freedom and shhhh miss my roomie... Graduation
One step closer to my graduation.(end of polytechnic) i saw my results for the last semester, i was kinda shocked, finally i did something more for myself. thank you. i have tried my best. still a little disappointment, didnt understand why i didnt work as hard in the past. its too late to regret, at least i tried during my last semester. the next question is what should i do next??? burn my result slip... 朋友
有些东西不必说出来你我心里都知道 只是希望能为彼此 挽留那一点点地尊严 至少要对自己诚实 每一份爱，得来都不易
爱一个人的心是无法理解的 无法用言语形容 更无法用什么去证明 只有爱还是不爱 不管爱的是你的父母 爱的是你的兄弟 爱的是你的朋友 还是你一生最爱的人 只有爱还是不爱 希望每天见到对方 为对方作一点点事 甚至是用生命 去换对方的幸福和快乐 只有爱还是不爱 爱一个人 你会全心全意地爱对方 真心真意地为对方着想 一心一意地陪伴着对方 只有爱还是不爱 爱她 爱她的全部 爱她拥有的一切 爱她身边的人 只有爱还是不爱 每一分爱 要付出不容易 得来也不容易 绝对不是轻易 只有爱还是不爱 i would like to thank somebody.
thank you tab.its really fun working with you. we chat, we watch drama together, we eat lunch and sometimes dinner together. and most importantly we had desserts!!! its hard to find someone who loves desserts as much as we do. haha... hope you enjoy working with me and working at cutting edge!! 累了
感觉自己的生命力越来越弱 体内的那股热腾腾的力量，渐渐地消失了 听觉不灵敏 视觉不清楚 找不到自己的灵魂
我的心 累了。。。 零 - 柯有伦
从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美 痛苦 寂寞 还有一些疲惫 不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间 宁愿 孤独 懒得再去想谁 两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰 挣脱 过去 然后忘记一切 没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变 谁会 抓住 我的无力双臂 怎么会哭 谁错谁对 为谁抱歉 不会再哭 谁错谁对 为谁憔悴 走入零度空间 等到一切分裂 就算爱的危险 我们一起面对 来不及的防备 没听过的誓言 要我怎么学会 多了爱的明天 走出零度空间 终于一切分裂 就算爱的很累 我却不会后悔 放下所有防备 一切都无所谓 逃出黑暗世界 开始新的明天 新的明天 新的世界 两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰 挣脱 过去 然后忘记一切 没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变 谁会 抓住 我的无力双臂 |